This being Christmas Day, I wanted to make sure I wished everyone a great holiday season.

For me, Christmas sucks. But its getting better year by year. Reason being, I lost my Mom in 2004. Today is my second Christmas without her, and still I feel her loss deeply.

You know, sometimes I think I should be over her death by now. Or at least, it shouldnt bother me so much. But, I’m not. My Mom was my strongest confidant, and I miss her terribly. Yeah, its not exactly the most ‘manly’ thing to admit, but its how it is.